Listening to: Vocaloid
Reading: Cathy's key
Watching: kimagure orange road
Playing: Final fantasy XIII and Fragile dreams
Last night, I saw lot of friends from Belgium wrote on their forum about a horrific site.
On this site, I found lot of shit about me.
first quote: But Shoko is kind of a weeping spoiled girl, and nobody's even sure she's making her props herself...
Second quote: No for Shoko per France, she is a horrible pretentious and complaining all the time.
Third quote: Come on... Shoko is a fraud and a drama queen... lost almost all of her friends because of her bullshitting everyone...
It's so painfull... Am I "horrible pretentious"?
Am I drama queen?...I complain about wicked people yes, because nobody wish to be treat one day....
I just want to do what I like...share with people characters I like.
I am not pretentious, I have no self-esteem....I admire work of other people.
It's so cruel...
By the past I lost friends, yes because there were tensions.
I am not a drama queen.
It's just human to feel hurt when someone treat you bad.
I feel bad now.I don't understand why people are like that.
Cosplay is just a passion, not an " epic run to victory".
How people can judge other like that?
I wanted to post in the journal in order to have your impressions.
In this site (4chan), lot of friends were treated too... (fat, ugly, not " skilled" and more more more...it's so wicked... I feel bad for them.)
I don"t feel my heart for the moment, it seem to be broken.
I am sorry for my bad english.