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Last night, I saw lot of friends from Belgium wrote on their forum about a horrific site.
On this site, I found lot of shit about me.
I quote:
first quote: But Shoko is kind of a weeping spoiled girl, and nobody's even sure she's making her props herself...
Second quote: No for Shoko per France, she is a horrible pretentious and complaining all the time.
Third quote: Come on... Shoko is a fraud and a drama queen... lost almost all of her friends because of her bullshitting everyone...
It's so painfull... Am I "horrible pretentious"?
Am I drama queen?...I complain about wicked people yes, because nobody wish to be treat one day....
I just want to do what I like...share with people characters I like.
I am not pretentious, I have no self-esteem....I admire work of other people.
It's so cruel...
By the past I lost friends, yes because there were tensions.
I am not a drama queen.
It's just human to feel hurt when someone treat you bad.
I feel bad now.I don't understand why people are like that.
Cosplay is just a passion, not an " epic run to victory".
How people can judge other like that?
I wanted to post in the journal in order to have your impressions.
In this site (4chan), lot of friends were treated too... (fat, ugly, not " skilled" and more more more...it's so wicked... I feel bad for them.)
I don"t feel my heart for the moment, it seem to be broken.
I am sorry for my bad english.
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merci.
Comme je le disais je vais mieux.
J'ai préféré attendre de me ressaisir pour répondre, hier j'étais vraiment perturbé.
Maintenant, j'ai envie de retrouver la forme, faire ce qui m'est cher et ne pas me soucier des gens qui gardent des rancoeurs.
Je gage que tu es une personne sensible, aussi, le chemin vers l'indifférence face à ce genre de comportement sera semé d'embûches, et il est difficile de faire fi de ce qu'on est et de s'endurcir. Mais c'est toujours possible, et crois-moi, quand tu y seras parvenue, tu seras libérée et tu vivras bien mieux ton quotidien. Et tu peux compter sur nous pour te donner des coups de pied au ... euh pour t'encourager
JP
In these months here on deviant art, you have talked to me without problems, with respect and kind words. Those things are important to me because i love the people that they show to me these things. And you're one of those people in my opinion.
If i read well, many people in the web they call you, fat, ugly and not skilled...Those are all bullshits, because you're not fat for sure, you're a beautiful girl and you have talent. I understand your feelings about all these things, but if you know that the thruth is different, you don't need and you don't deserve those bad and stupid words.
Believe me, i don't say this because i want to make you happy in this hard moment, i say this because you have a really kind side, and i like that.
Be strong...you can do all you want^^
I have the sameconception of people you know, Ican tell the same for you, you are a kind personn and the fact you worried about me made me happy, I wanted to thank you.
I am strong now thank to my dear friends who answer me.They give me lot of courage.Thank you from deep heart.
Of course i've many friends here in Italy but i have also very good friends in the rest of the world, like you...I'm a good person, you're a good person, and i think that in a different situation we can be real friends, because for me, the only problem between me and you is the distance Italy/France.
Remember this thing Shoko...If you're a good person, show this thing always to the people without problems or fear, because that's the right way to live.
And if they don't like your kindness and honesty, you don't need those people in your life.
It's a little bit hard to me talk to you in english, because i'm italian, but i'm sure that you can understand well my words on this point.
Thank you very much to you Shoko...For all
chérie, j'ai peur de penser qu'il y a beaucoup de Français cachés derrière le statut anonyme qui parlent et règlent leurs comptes parce qu'ils ne sont pas assez honnêtes et adultes pour assumer leurs propos.
Je sais que c'est difficile de ne pas le prendre pour soi mais ces gens ne méritent que ton mépris et surtout pas tes larmes.
Faire du cosplay c'est aussi et surtout s'exposer à de telles remarques et à tous ces sentiments négatifs, même si certains vont trop loin, il ne faut pas en tenir compte. Ce qu'ils disent n'est pas vrai. Ce sont des mots choisis pour faire du mal. Et ça marche malheureusement. Ils ne reflètent en aucun cas une réalité mais la rancoeur de certaines personnes.
courage dearie,il faut passer vite au-dessus de ça.
Je me doute bien qu'il y ai beaucoup de français derrière ces mots, comment peuvent ils savoir les pseudos d'autant de gens, se basant de ragots que nous connaissons tous propre aux cosplayeurs visés.
Tu as raison, j'en ai assez de pleurer, je devrais tout simplement les mépriser, j'ai les idées plus claires et j'ai pu enfin prendre le recul pour ne plus me laisser affecter.J'ai eu l'impression de me prendre une grosse baffe, comme si le cauchemar continuait.
Je souhaite juste partager ce que j'aime au travers des costumes que je fais...quand je lis toutes ces choses, ça fait mal...
Je crois que je vais devoir apprendre à me créer un A.T field. ^^
Tu as raison également sur le fait des mots, la personne (les) qui ont écrit tout ça savaient que ça allait me faire mal...sinon ça aurait été des remarques lambda je pense.
Merci Flamm pour ton message, ça me fait vraiment plaisir et m'a donné beaucoup de courage.
Remember, it's what YOU think that matters most.
(btw, I disagree with them completely.
But when the pain is too difficult, it's impossible to have realistic ideas...
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